Musings Amongst The Vegetables;

 EEEEEEEEP! The National are playing in Toronto on June 8. I am SO there! 
There are too many things that need to be done tomorrow. Groceries, laundry, painting a hallway, dancing. 

The cigarettes need to stop. I enjoy them but feel disgusted with the habit. I'll stop...next week. I promise!

 Things are changing. 
A girl I recently became friends with at work wants me to move with her to another city. I WANT to go because I hate this city and I don't like living with my friend Amanda anymore. We get along, but there are so many little things that piss me off. 
I'm not going to move, even though I want to badly.

I'm forcing myself to date more. I have been waiting long enough so now I'm actively trying to meet guys to go out with. 
Also, I love my the people I work with at the moment. They are amazing. 

I'm sorry for not posting more often. I hate my life right now so I don't feel like writing about it.
( I always get depressed during these cold, dark Canadian winters. Which makes me want to listen to music like this (which in turn makes me even more sad.) )

I'm tired. I need rest. I need to post more entries. I need a boyfriend. I need to stop worrying about everything. I need, I need, I need!
What I really need is to be grateful for the things I have. But it's hard.

I already had my family christmas about two weeks ago, so I didn't do anything today.
I got a puppy two days ago, his name's Enko. He keeps peeing on my kitchen floor but I'm trying to house train him. Since he's my first puppy, I'm using the advise everyone at work gave me, since they're all obsessed with dogs. Also Cesar Millan is very helpful. Haha.
Pictures will be post tomorrow.

I started a new job last week, and I'm going back to school next year. Change CAN be a good thing.

I just got back from the second interview for a position that I applied for. It's nothing life changing, but it pays really well.
This would totally help pay for university. I'll have plenty of time to save up before the Fall term.+
I need positive vibes!

I may have an interview for a new job, eek! NERVOUS!
Also, I'm preparing to go back to school (finally).

I love Autumn.

I finally bought Little Big Planet for PS3. I'm not big into video games, but it's so adorable. I love games like this. 
A buttload of stuff has changed at work, but I can't be bothered to write about it.
I'm finally going back to school. Ugh, I feel too old, but I will regret it if I don't get a degree.

Life is CRAZY.

Also, I need some love. A cute (yet slightly dorky) boyfriend would be well appreciated. Thanks! 

 The Katie Stelmanis show was kind of a bummer. 
We had to leave early so we missed her. :(
BUT, I ran into Gentleman Reg in the audience...I died a little. He's awesome. 

Sainthood leaked, I'm loving it. It's crazy how much I love it. Can't wait to see them in January. <3

 Pictures from my time in the Philippines. Music is "Heavens" by Katie Stelmanis.

Manda and I are going to see Katie Stelmanis again on October 15. I'm excited about her show because she is amazing, but Silversun Pickups are playing a show on the same day. Now I have to miss them. 
I did think about it a little while, but I'm completely in love with Katie, so I'm going to see her instead.

Also, there's a guy I am interested in, and he is interested in me. <3 We shall see where this leads.  

 I need to move to Toronto. Like, right now. 

I just finished watching Season 4 of Dr Who. OMG! I love this show. It really is too bad that David Tennant will not be returning as the Dr. I liked it best when him and Rose were together. 
In my opinion, this is the best episode of the series. I totally cried when I first saw it. 

 My iPod is messing up my scrobbles. It's giving me more play counts then it should. I did NOT listen to Katie Stelmanis over 400 times in the past week. 
Tranny Thursdays at Ren are my new favourite thing.
I've been drinking a lot lately. I don't have a problem but I enjoy alcohol.
Got a new camcorder. I'll shoot and post too many videos from now on. 
Leaves are falling and my hair is growing again. 
I'm training the new quality guys/girls this week at work.
Need to date more.

I'm making more videos! This one isn't interesting, but future videos will be.

 The CocoRosie concert was amazing. The girls put on an awesome show (which I knew they would), but what I was most surprised by was the opener. Katie Stelmanis opened the show and blew me away. I had never heard of her and wasn't expecting anything, but as soon as her band started I was hooked. 
She has very little presence on the internet but tracking down any songs that I can. 
This video is of them playing "Lose It", which hasn't been release as of yet but is my favourite from them. 

 I just found out that Sufjan Stevens is playing at a small venue in Toronto (40 minutes from here) on October 1, 2009. BUUUUUT, it's sold out! Why do I never keep up to date with who is playing near me. :( 
At least I get to see CocoRosie next week. I have wanted to see them live for years. 

My haiku for the day:

Enjoyed the walk home
Saw cute boy in skinny jeans
Step in some dog shit.